Fear.

It looms.

EETOKOPCASFILEMATHHISTIABIOPLANNINGPRAC &

Seriously, thanks so much for nominating me to present on Monday guys.
Yeah thanks so much HAHAHHAHA GAHHHHHHHHHHHH

STRESS & SARCASM DO NOT MIX.

No lah its okay I still love you guys!
I LOVE YOU ENGLISH HL1 :D

AH AHA AH AHHAA EE





bye.

I FINISHED MY MATH (SL) PORT!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

hahahha and its not even 1 a.m. yet NICE (:

JIAYOU EVERYONE WHOS TRUDGING THROUGH MATH PORT! :D

5 rules for the new term:

1) Don't swear so much
2) Be less egocentric, i.e. stop shifting the conversation topics to myself/something I did
3) Be more tolerant
4) Slack less
5) Don't do things for the wrong reasons

I WILL CHANGE for you (I will) make me a better person

Help me out guys if you catch me doing any of these things let me know.


And I think I've already broken rule No.5. Go figure.

Subway loves people like me (:

Subway person: What toppings would you like on your sandwich?
Me: Um...I'll have some cucumbers and tomatoes.

Subway Person: What toppings would you like on your sandwich?
My Dad: Everything.

HAHA

OH AND NEW CAMERA :D

Enough
Is enough

It is enough.

I think.

100.
A centennial, and almost a year since this blog came into existence.

Reminded of that which has passed
Haunted by that which is
And afraid of that which will be

I realise that life is short, and love shorter.
Unlocking the mysteries of the heart, the mind, the soul; perhaps this is the key.
Then again perhaps not.

Its funny isn't it? How Feel and Fool are so close,
and yet,
So far.

So far its been pretty good, status quo, status quo.
Keeping it all in equilibrium, keeping it under pressure, keeping it in.

Unfold.

MRAZ ROCKED! I would sell my soul to sing like that haha

I WANT HIMMMMM hehe (:

OKay gtg for dinner now, bye readerssss heh sorry ditzy mood now



and there are always limits & priorities

There are some days when you feel like you just don't belong.

And I don't mean not belonging to a part of a clique, or a class, or a school, or a community, or a nation.

I'm talking about belonging on this planet, or this galaxy. Universe is pushing it, but some days...

Today was one of them.

I

Sometimes I really think that I was born at the wrong time (20 years too late, to be exact) and the wrong place (helloooo Mars).

really

Becaused I realised that I am a really really lousy human being. Epic fail at being part of the human race. I should revoke my genetic membership and leave the face of this earth. For good.

like

The overwhelming need to conform to social laws, to be what everyone wants you to be, gets harder and harder.

you

But if the real you is not the you you see in the mirror each day, then what is? Is identity tangible? Does it depend on context or is it free from the shackles of reality?

What the hell is "like" anyway?

(What is "identity" anyway?)

I really don't know who (or quite possibly, what) I am.

Everything and Nothing

Somebody and Nobody

Good and Evil

Right and Wrong

Are there sides? The opposite of every truth is also true.

Will I ever know?

This is all just a load of rubbish. I hate myself.

____________________________________________________________________

I wish I could act on it. I would love to, but I can't. Won't. Wouldn't. Shouldn't.

Whats the point anyway?

After all, its just a few more months from two years of.

"The future needs a big kiss
Winds blows with a twist
Never seen a moon like this
Can you see it too?"
- Get On Your Boots by U2

All the wrong reasons

I wish I could play a musical instrument
Then I could have music to accompany the lyrics to the fragmentary lines that could barely be called a song
(haha I started writing too Basil!)

WORK. NOW.

You try my patience
And my sanity
Seeing never looking
At the person I could be

With your intellect
Your sweet effect
You could rule the world
The universe and life

And it kills me
The knowing that you know
And that you know that I know
And I know that you wonder if I really know
And I see that you see what is meant by you and me
Cos I know that I really don't know
That you want to know at all

You rule me now
You ruled me then
Measuring this man
A shadow of doubt returns

And just maybe
This is more than dance
Maybe I should take a chance
Leaving fate to the winds

And it kills me
The knowing that you know
And that you know that I know
And I know that you wonder if I really know
And if ignorance is bliss, will you grant me just one kiss
The pleasure of your company
Is like dining in the sun

So I say don't delay
Leave now you shouldn't stay
When the flipside
Is one side
Inside

And it kills me
The knowing that you know
And that you know that I know
And I know that you wonder if I really know
When I find that you are mine, I won't take another glance
Wouldn't want to miss this chance
One last dance

I don't know you

Here we are searching for the peace
And There she goes
Again

Is it really so hard to live for each day
Is it really so hard to let go of hope or agenda
Having none is harder

Sometimes I wonder if I really knew
Where heart and mind collided
In the memory of you

And I hope and wait and plan our fate
To get her
To tell her
Is easier said than won

So forgive me when I try
Because ignorance is bliss
And I look forward to the kiss
Of death the day you discover
The existence of me